Si anak kecil

Salam sejahtera... 

Masih ingat statement aku berkenaan adakah aku sudah berubah? Ye aku akui yang sememangnya aku berubah...  Dari emosionally and the way of thinking... And I'm certainly sure that you guys pun alaminya...  If not someday you will. Apa yang aku tahu, as I'm getting older I've become ignorance. Kepada semua orang kot. Hahaha...

For your information, English B paper 2 tadi adalah last paper for the mock exam, so officially exam lepas ni will be the real one. Dah... Abaikan pasal ib jap...

I'm an observant. So aku agak jealous with those students who are really good in their studies. Agak-agaklah kan... Bilalaa aku nak jadi seperti depa.. 

So malam ni aku belanja diri aku nasi goreng cendawan sebab dah habis mock...  -_-" exam dah dekat sempat lagi cuti 1 malam... Kata x nak gemuk dah...  Tapi makan jugak malam malam... Apalah aku ni...  pendirian x tetap langsung...  Pantang nampak orang jual makanan... Terus nak beli... Susahlah gini...

Aku dah baca post Malissa Ali tadi pasal kaitan Poisson dengan kehidupan and relationship to be exact...  Hebat ahh kau boleh relate gitu...  Aku jeles lagi sekali... Harap aku boleh jadi gitu jugak :)

My point for tonight is si anak kecil. Do you still remember when you were a kid? We were so innocent. Aku suka tengok mereka. (totally not a pervert okay) sebab apa? Sebab mereka ada sesuatu yang KITA tak ada... Sengaja aku emphasise kan Kita. Apa yang kita x dak yang lain sangat daripada mereka si bidadari kecil tu?

IMAGINATION!

Yes!

IMAGINATION!

We are losing that deep in ourselves. I'm not telling you to become a child or acting like one. Why are we losing them?sebab as we grow older kita start to think about benda2 serius secara serius...  Itu yang sebenarnya membuatkan kita menjadi stress @ tertekan.
Just try to have imagination. You will feel less pressure.

Satu lagi perkara yang aku suka tentang budak ialah... They are not lying...  Kanak-kanak ni, they will always tell the truth. Cuba kita fikir sekarang. Dalam hati kita, berapa kali dah kita menipu? Banyak tak? I don't know about you but you know yourself.

Doubt

Soalan-soalan for mock makes me doubt about my self...  Will I be able to go there? Kata orang bukan mudah nak capai bintang di angkasa.... Seek the knowledge...  Bak kata pepatah Inggeris "Knowledge is power" The power that you will use to boost up your rocket to the stars...  If not, at least it'll land on the Moon.

The worst nightmare ever is to disappoint your parents, who sacrifice for our own sake... Doakan abang aboh dan ma...  T-T

I really need someone with me...
I need abang 2 zaman aku menengah rendah dulu...  Who'll tell me that everything 's gonna be alright... Who'll treat me like a family... Who'll not lying to me... Rindunya zaman-zaman tu... Kanak-kansk riang lagi...  Yang pada ketika itu tidak terpalit dengan noda2 hitam dunia ni lagi... How things changed... Sigh... Or am I the one who has changed?

Smile.

Tomorrow will be the last day for mock! Yahoo....  Oh wait! It means that after this we'll be seating for the real IB exam!
I'm too afraid to face this world... Doakan aku ya readers... (ceh acah2 berangan ramai followers)

After this IB thingy I think I'm planning on writing a cerpen khas untuk sepanjang 2 tahun aku berada di sini... Sini tu kat mana? Dalam hati you...  Okay...  Lawak hambar... >_<

Lailan Sa'idan